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jesus christ. i am very old. big ONE-EIGHT today! i miss being like sixteen. sixteen was a good age.. oh well.
summer has been crazy dramatic/eventful thus far, but it seems to be calming down and settling into something very nice now. hope that everyone is doing well. that is all.
(i have no idea why i felt the need to post this..)
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[31 Mar 2006|04:08pm] |
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the future scares the shit out of me.
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| not sure why i was inspired to do this... |
[03 Feb 2006|01:00am] |
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NINE LASTS
Last cigarette: new years in wien
Last beverage: diet coke at shari’s
Last kiss: about 2 hours ago
Last movie seen: about a boy afterschool today
Last phone call: shamime
Last CD played: the les mis soundtrack
Last time you cried: hmm. It’s been a while. Maybe I made it a whole week?! (gasp)
Last relationship: I don’t actually know how to answer this
Last song you danced to: I danced outside the shari’s. but there was no music. I danced to the “I’m a little green frog” song before that.
EIGHT HAVE YOU EVERS
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: yes I have
Have you ever skinny dipped: yes I have
Have you ever kissed somebody and regretted it: yes I have
Have you ever fallen in love: (this is getting repetitive) yes I have
Have you ever been depressed: I’ve been ultra-moody. I don’t know if I ever crossed into depressed
Have you ever gone through a long depression: perhaps. Sophomore year to the beginning of junior year really sucked
Have you ever been drunk and thrown up: never thrown up.
Have you ever run away: nope
SEVEN STATES YOU'VE BEEN TO
I think these are the most recent
1. ohio
2. new york
3. oregon
4. washington
5. arizona
6. Hawaii
7. texas
SIX THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY
1. I went to school after waking up at 6 to finish my apush notes
2. I probably giggled a bit
3. watched a not happy holocaust short’n’silent film
4. watched about a boy
5. went to see the boy/the oc
6. ate my weight in fried food at shari’s
FIVE FAVORITE THINGS
1. the boyfriend’s dimple
2. my closer of friends
3. puppies/snowman/other cute things
4. college acceptance letters
5. traveling.
FOUR PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL ALMOST ANYTHING TO
1. I have problems telling things to just about everyone I know. so I’ll just keep these blank. But I’m guessing that Melinda and ian are on here somewhere.
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THREE WISHES
1. to get into Berkeley
2. to convince my parents that a puppy would be a SUPERaddition to our family
3. to go a week without getting unnecessarily upset.
TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. there are about a thousand places I’d like to visit
2. I want to be superduper happy. All the time. That would be a nice accomplishment.
ONE THING YOU REGRET
1. basically all of freshman year. Not being nicer to my grandmothers. The cat. The boy in new york. Oops. That’s four things.
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[13 Jan 2006|03:38pm] |
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I GOT INTO COLLEGE!!!!
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| Livejournal Birthday Party!!! |
[21 Dec 2005|11:41pm] |
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hm. my livejournal is exactly 2 years old tonight. it is insane to think how much things have changed since then. even looking at the first entry makes me crazy to see how much things have changed. the three points of that entry were my grandmother, my brother, and max's. my grandmother has died since then, my brother moved, and max's (my favorite restaurant ever) is now a sushi place. i feel very grown up this christmas. it's a pretty exciting time.
i have too much time to think now-a-days. i need something to occupy my time.
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[20 Dec 2005|10:48am] |
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I just drove 15 minutes to the downtown library to get books for the Ethics paper. I got there, realized I couldn't parallel park, and drove home. I suck at life.
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| I Long to Fall Asleep. |
[09 Nov 2005|04:31pm] |
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i claim today as The Worst Day Ever. hah, beat that. i bet ya can't. and now, i must read almost all of "Life of Pi(e)", and the ethics war thing. plus, i'm several chapters behind in APUSH, and i plan on dying soon. yes. that is my new course of action. all done now. at least it's a three day weekend. and i get to go to the snow and wherever friday brings me. plus to a handful of plays. the worlds looking up already. :)
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| left there to dream.. left there to dream of their happiness.. |
[26 Sep 2005|04:54pm] |
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i am loving this weather. it's driving my dog crazy, which is always fun to watch. everything in my parents' room shook, like an earthquake. ah, i <3 thunderstorms. i am getting so excited with autumn here. i want thanksgiving to be here. i'm looking forward to the excitement of the pre-christmas season. i'm never happier than during pre-christmas/football season.
and, i do not know what's going on with me, but i am getting insane cravings, as of yesterday. i really want chipotle. and zelda's pizza. and champagne salad. and more pumpkin pie. and really good pasta. i am going to get sooo fat if this keeps up. i love food. mmm. *makes several fat noises, similar to the "un tas" bit from last year*.
all done. this is a pointless entry. but whatever. this weekend was good, albeit really really random. it felt way long, so that was good. i hope we get friday off, that would be nice. my mother came home last night too, so all is well. washingon d.c. in 24 days!
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[20 Sep 2005|03:59pm] |
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i was so upset in ethics today that i thought i might cry. the close-mindedness and hatred of certain people makes me cringe. i do not understand some things. i do not understand why anyone would be opposed to gay marriage. "it might corrupt our children to see gay people walking around in public". what the fuck? it makes absolutely no sense to me. if you are not gay, you needn't marry a gay person. and the marriage of other people shouldn't affect you at all. you don't have to do it. i have a feeling that once we get to the homosexuality section, i will explode in anger. or just cry.
and the few people who read this should go to the gay rights non-violent protest this saturday outside the tower theater on 16th and broadway between 11 and 4. they were there last saturday too. it's a big deal.
at least i got a good grade on the apush quiz. that's the only thing that made this day worth shit. off to roseville, bye kids. sorry about my little rant. it doesn't even come close to how pissed i was during b and c blocks.
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[04 Sep 2005|12:38am] |
lol... 0% republican.. i'm tired. this weekend was the long-awaited brian wilson concert, and the start of football season. i'm happy. but my purse broke. and i threw up tonight. so that's all less good. i'm rambling. off to bed.
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[31 Aug 2005|03:36pm] |
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i am addicted to healthy choice mint chip ice cream and online soduko.
i do not like crying. i used to think it was good to get it out sometimes. but i never feel better after. i just feel blotched and ridiculous.
i hate the french classroom. i always get hella sweaty. and i do not like sweat.
i greatly dislike bacardi. the idiots who discovered should be shot. or if they're dead, i suggest an expedition to go trample on their graves.
but i love family guy. and i am waywayway excited for this weekend. and the next two days are late starts. and i start sentences with conjunctions a lot.
i have very awful sleeping patterns lately. if it happens a few more nights more, i am going to get sleeping aides.
i am so effing excited for the mozart festival in april. even though it's seven months away. and it means i cannot go to mexico. meck.
that is my update. i am probably going back to bed.
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[18 Aug 2005|11:30am] |
a- calculus
b- ethics
c- lunch
d- apush
e- yoga
f- choir
g- french
h- lit and film
okay. wtf? theyve sent me 4 schedules now. this should be the final.
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| after a long conversation with mrs macaguy... |
[15 Aug 2005|03:10pm] |
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okay, the final first semester schedule, all classes included and everything, is as follows...
A Block- Calculus
B Block- Women Writers
C Block- Lunch
D Block- Karate (LOL)- it was either this or dance 1
E Block- World Religions
F Block- Chamber Singers
G Block- French
H Block- APUSH
Second semester my D block turns into history, my E block into yoga, and my H block into ethics. I have Mr. McFadden the whooole year. *vomit*. at least i'm not taking dance though. and karate will be fun, i'll be beating people up in no time.
and, in other news, I HATE BABIES. today has convinced me that being celibate is the only way i'll retain an ounce of sanity. boo. she's cute when she sleeps though! and i'm making hella bank, so i'll complain no more.
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| longer post than i intended when i set out writing it |
[14 Aug 2005|05:14pm] |
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My life is rated R.
What is your life rated?
anyone else think that this is hilarious? as i'm basically the least risque person in the world. ever. maybe slightly less risque than say, people who appear on pbs, or preschool teachers. but still. i'm pretty harmless.
oh dear.
btw, school starts in a week from tomorrow. i still have both english books to read, part of the jungle, half of the little prince, and all of that fucking college packet (which i probably won't do. because, let's face it, i'm lazy.) FUCK. but i'm babysitting a 4 month old for 10 hours a day monday-thursday. which means that i'm stuck in the house watching a sleeping infant. i'm hoping it'll be semi-productive.
that is all. back to the jungle now. which, so far, has been the most depressing thing ever. "i got a job. it seemed as though there was a glimmer of hope. oh wai, then that hope was smashed. and then several people died. and then i made sarah cry. the end." (actually, i don't know if that's the end as i haven't gotten that far, but i'm assuming it'll go something like that.)
i miss ian. and i'm going to miss this summer like crazy once it's gone. poop. but football season starts in 20 days. so that's cool. and i'm going to ohio on the 9th. which is also cool. i do love my fall midwestern fix. bye dudes.
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[08 Aug 2005|04:19am] |
× •I N F O R M A T I O N • × •
Name: Sarah
Single or taken: taken. lol
Sex: female
Birthday: june 9, 1988
Sign: gemini
Siblings: 1 brother
• × • R E L A T I O N S H I P S • × •
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: i don't believe in these things,but i've never been attracted to a girl
Who are your best friends?: Katie and melinda
You have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yes
How many exes do you have?: five or six maybe?
What was your shortest relationship?: marck i guess
• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •
Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes: Old Navy, urban outfitters.. wherever
Any tattoos or piercings: ears. soon 2 more in the ears
Favorite designer?: i have no idea
What is your sexiest outfit?: um..
What is your most comfortable outfit?: my uniform or my jammie pants
What do you usually wear?: i don't know. a shirt. and jeans. or a skirt.
• × • S P E C I F I C S • × •
Do you do drugs?: advil?
What kind of shampoo do you use?: brilliant brunette
What are you most scared of?: bugs. heights. mayonnaise.
What are you listening to right now: damien rice
Who is the last person that called you?: my grandpa (yeah. i'm cool.)
Where do you want to get married?: mondsee, austria, in my little sunflower church
How many buddies are online right now?: 20 (it's 4:30 in themorning)
What would you change about yourself?: i'd make myself less moody
• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •
Colors: green
Foods: italian. mac'n'cheese. au gratin potatoes. champagne salad. starburst jellybeans.
Girls names: adeline, eponine, amelia, sophie
boys names: jack and phineas
Subjects in school: lit
Animals: bunny rabbits
• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •
Given anyone a bath?: yes
Smoked?: yes
Bungee jumped?: lol. no.
Made yourself throw up?: yes
Skinny dipped?: yes
Ever been in love?: yes
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: yes
Pictured your crush naked?: ..yes
Actually seen your crush naked? yes
Cried when someone died?: yes
Lied: yes
Been rejected?: yes =(
Rejected someone?: yes
Used someone?: not that i can think of specifically. but i'm sure i have
Done something you regret?: same as above
• × • C U R R E N T • × •
Clothes: brown skirt and red top
Music: still damien rice
Smell: coconut lime verbena spray
Desktop picture: some fjord in sweden i think
CD in player: damien rice in the car, oasis in the computer, coldplay in the stereo
DVD in player: i think garden state
• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •
You touched: ian
Hugged: ian
You IMed: ian
That IMed you: ian
You yelled at: i don't remember the last timei yelled
• × • A R E | Y O U • × •
Understanding: probably not
Open-minded: i try to be
Arrogant: sometimes
Insecure: not really
Random: usually
Hungry: yes
Smart: not normally
Moody: lol. yes. i am a girl.
Hard working: not in the least
Organized: lol
Healthy: lol
Shy: yes
Difficult: sometimes
Shallow: no
Attractive: to whom?
Bored easily: sometimes
Obsessed: definitely
Angry: nope
Sad: nope
Happy: yep.
Hyper: sure as hell was tonight
Trusting: yes
• × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A • × •
Kill?: noone
Slap: noone
Get really wasted with? whoever
Get high with?: whoever
Sex it up with: hah.um..
• × • R A N D O M • × •
In the morning I: stay in bed forever
All you need is: love!
Love is: really really weird
I dream about: friends
What do you notice first in the sex you're into: eyes and hair. but i'm most attracted to a good back.
WICH|IS| B E T T E R • × •
Coke or Pepsi: (diet) coke
Flowers or candy: flowers
Tall or short: tall
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[01 Aug 2005|02:17am] |
i'm home. finally, finally home.
tomorrow is.. fixing my car, sleeping for at least half the day, finally getting to see my schedule for next year, and hanging out with the kids i've missed.
i have missed my bed.
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| "she's been laughing at you when she's having her men" -kiel and sarah are SLUTTY |
[24 Jul 2005|01:01pm] |
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i miss my friends, and my boyfriend, and having any kind of communication with anyone. i hate telephones, but i really miss having a working cellphone. i miss hearing people's voices i love. i miss having english television (pathetic, i know). i miss diet coke and icewater. i miss swimming and canoeing. i miss lazing about on people's couches that aren't my own. i miss easy mac and fruit. i miss watching movies. i'm never getting on a plane again. i hate summer reading. i'm going to miss this summer.
i'm going to vienna and london for christmas and new years. i do not want to. i can't handle another 2 weeks away from home. i'm definitely doing washington dc in october. texas game is september 10th. too much traveling, AAAH. hate planes. love you all. au revoir
I'M IN FRANCE NOW!!
auf wiedersehn, home in a week from now. emails would be swell!
<3 sarah
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[15 Jul 2005|09:57am] |
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europe now. i'm sad, i don't want to leave someone for that long. i miss seeing him for more than a day. this will feel like an eternity. but i'm hoping for fun, nagless times with my parents. i wish my brother were going, but oh well. email me your address if you want a postcard. otherwise, i'll see everyone august 1st!!! have an awesome end of july.
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( ooh, survey )
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| there's still a little bit of your taste in my mouth |
[06 Jul 2005|12:32am] |
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i leave for seattle in 7 hours. be back monday. hoorah for time spent with the lutherans. hoorah for spending 4 hours packing (still not done). boo to the exhaustion i've been plagued with lately. two thumbs way down to the way my parents are acting. apparently, it's automatic that having a boy in the house without parents equates to sex. right. maybe. they think i'm a whore. they think i'm going to get pregnant. fuck this. my mother's nagging me waaay too much. ACHAKFJDK:. europe in 10 days. can't wait, kinda. katie'n'melinda, give me your addresses (i still don't know them..) so i can send postcards.
the post ends here. i'm happy, even through all of my complaints. i love you ian.
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